Christmas this year

Christmas this year was different this year. We were as always blessed and spoiled by the gifts we received, but for me this year was missing something. It was very hard for me to put on happy face and pretend like everything was okay. Things weren't okay, I was missing apart of myself. Thankfully Jay did an amazing job with presents this year and surprised me with a lot of things that had Jayden in them. One of my favorite was when I opened an envelope and there was a picture of a beach with Jayden's name in the sand with a heart around a starfish. Jay found this artist that does this and then sends the starfish to us. It was so meaningful to me because the picture was one on a beach and two it looked so beautiful and peaceful. I think about after Jayden was born and there were no tears..well from him and he just looked at peace. I wanted to share the picture of this beautiful image. This gift meant so much to me.

Caroline's Wedding

                                        
This past weekend Addison was one of Caroline's flower girls in her wedding. Jay and I have known Caroline since college and we were so happy to be there to celebrate her big day! Here are some of the many pictures from our weekend!

Christmas Part Two