Jayden's 2nd birthday in heaven

I know it has been awhile since I wrote again, but I wanted to share about Jayden's birthday! I can not believe it has been 2 years since I lost Jayden. I was thankful that Jay took off Jayden's birthday. We got to spend the whole day together which was so nice. We got balloons for Jayden and picked up a cake. We took the kids out for dinner and we celebrated the best we could without our sweet boy!
The kids always love to write notes to Jayden on their balloons. Austen really got into it since he is writing so well now. It melted my heart.

Jayden, mommy misses you every day and it breaks my heart that you aren't with me and your family. I know someday we will meet again. I love you my sweetboy!

A Gift

Yesterday I did something I never thought I could have done. I had bought a baby boy present to be given to the first baby boy that was born on Jayden's birthday! I am thankful that both Vikki and Audree were there yesterday to help me out with this. I am also so thankful for my friend Catherine, who even though she just lost a baby recently herself, she offered to go with me so I wouldn't have to go alone. I am thankful and blessed to have these people in my life!