Happy Birthday to Audree

Today is Audree's birthday, she is my angel here on earth.  I am so thankful for her and for being there that night when I found out we were going to lose Jayden. Since then she has become a part of our family, our kids play together and the bond I have with her will always be strong. I am so thankful for all that she has done for me and for others. Happy Birthday my forever friend! Love you my friend and hope you have an amazing day!!!

Happy 9th Birthday to Addison Christina!!

I can not believe it has been 9 years since Addison was born! My life has changed so much just from the moment she was born. She made me a mom and I am so thankful for that. Being a mom is the best job in the entire world. Addison we love you so much and hope you have an amazing birthday!!!

Happy Birthday to the best Nana!!!!

I wanted to wish my Nana a VERY Happy Birthday!!! She reminds us a lot that if it weren't for her this family would not be here. She is an amazing Nana who constantly makes us smile and makes us all feel like we are the most important when we are in her presence. I hope she has an amazing day and weekend! WE love you so much! My kids are lucky to have you as their Nana! 💜

Happy Birthday to my 5 year old!!!

It feels like just yesterday that this little peanut was laying on me. I could cry when I think about how fast the past 5 years has gone and all we have been through. If I think about it too much, Austen should have a little 8 month old brother here to help him celebrate. He was cheated out on that and I will never forget that. He is the best brother to Addison and I know he would have been the BEST big brother to Jayden. Austen was such a miracle and I am forever thankful that he is my son. He is the sweetest little boy who always tells me he loves me just when I need to hear it. He cuddles me at all the right moments, which is EVERY moment and he is just a mama's boy. How can this sweet little boy be 5 years old!?!? I honestly didn't think this day would come as quickly as it did. I remember just snuggling him as a newborn and here he is 5 years old. I love you so much Austen Michael and wish you the best 5 year birthday ever! I love you more than you will ever know!

Jayden's Birthday

I haven't posted about Jayden's birthday. It was hard for me to decide what would be the perfect way to celebrate my sweet boy, a boy we didn't get a chance to get to know that well. I cried a lot on this day. My heart ached up until this day.  I miss my sweet boy. If all had gone as planned we would be celebrating Jayden's first Christmas. I think about all of the cute outfits I would have him in, all the firsts we would experience around the holidays with him and Addison and Austen.  When I see boys around 8 months I think about Jayden all the time. I have tears in my eyes. I wanted to share pictures of this day. We ended up going to Nick's Pizza for dinner which is a favorite of Addison and Austen. We thought it was perfect to celebrate his day at their favorite restaurant. We released balloons and got a cake for him. We love you Jayden and miss you every single day.

Let it go...Let it go!

Addison's Frozen party was a success! She had a lot of fun with her friends and I think they all enjoyed her Frozen party! Here are some pictures from her fun party!