Some thoughts by Jen

Being a mom has to be one of the greatest blessings there is, I truly believe that. I remember even before I was married on how I longed for that feeling of being a mother. I was blessed with an amazing mom who was the best mom I could ask for. When we were kids she was always there, I don't remember being young and her not being there. My parents were able to work it out where my dad would go to work and my mom would be home with us. I feel blessed that I have been able to do that too for the most part. I thank Jay for that. I am blessed to have grown up with amazing grandparents as well as Aunts and Uncles that were big parts of my childhood. Life moves so fast and in just a blink your kids grow up.

I look at Addison every day and wonder "How did she get so big?" "What did she just tell me?". She is growing up so fast. Then there is Austen who is 3, but I still see him as my little 5 lb miracle boy, that little boy that when I heard "It's a boy!" I didn't know what in the world I was going to do with a boy. My life before was all pink, bows, and dollies. I am blessed that every day I get to spend one on one time with just him while Addison is at school. My world during the day consists of dinosaurs, Nemo, Cars and Octonauts and I wouldn't change that for the world. Jay and I are so lucky to have the best of both worlds! Even though Jay and I would love to be blessed with another child, we have decided to leave that in the hands of God. I truly believe that God will never give us more than we can handle. I have been trying to really get closer to my faith, especially with having kids. I also believe that being closer to God has helped so much when we all lost the greatest Papa in the world.  I talked to a friend that has gotten into a mom's bible study group and I am hoping I can figure out how to fit that in my schedule.

I thank every day for my wonderful family. Every day may not be the easiest , but I wouldn't trade it for anything in the whole world. I feel blessed to be able see my children grow and that I don't miss any of the important moments in their life!